Well today I have like 5 hours to get $500.00 to help Angie out. I sit here trying to do everything possible from what little resources I have to try and help her. Is there a Guardian Angel, or any other kind of help out there for us? She has received a power cut off notice that will take effect at 5pm EST. And I want so much to help her, but I am so limited on what I can do. All I can do is hope that someone generous steps in to give us a little bit of help, some guardian angel.
My illness messed my life up on so many levels, physically, mentally, emotionally, and financially. If this was going on before my cancer, it would of been nothing for me to help her. Now after, I am struggling to give her what little help I can, and she fights me for every bit I try to give her. I listen to her, can hear how close to tears she is, her frustration at the situation her family is in, and it makes me feel mad at myself cause I can't do more.
You hear stories of individuals stepping in with financial help for people in need like guardian angels. I hope that Angie and I could be so fortunate to have someone step in and help her when she needs it most. If such a person would, I can guarantee that we would either pay that individual back with interest agreed upon, or any other way desired such as paying it forward to someone else in need.
So if there is a Guardian Angel, I hope you are listening to our prayer and are willing to assist us in our hour of need. I am praying that the help comes soon before Angie's situation becomes more difficult, and harder to get out of.
I remember how hard my fight against cancer was, and try to understand why God let me live. For what purpose did I survive? I am hoping that I can live up to that purpose. Do I have enough strength to fulfill his plan for me? All I know, is I am going to do my best for Angie, myself, and God.
So for now I need to end this post, as I need to find any avenue of help I can for Angie and her family. God bless one and all for taking the time to read my post. I hope that God brings you happiness for the rest of your days and good health.
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